Hey! I think I will __________ . (Fill in the blank).
This time, for whatever reason I found myself saying,
“I think I will further my education in my field of business, just for personal development”. That’s it! Nothing more.
Then God starts talking to me in stereo through different avenues of my life. There is no way each avenue could be possibly connected EXCEPT that I am the pot it all falls into, and I start to realize maybe God is doing a new work in me. Translation: God is stirring the pot!
Unfortunately, my first reaction is often; PANIC! Then the conversations/negotiations with God go something like this;
But I’m comfortable! I don’t need more! I don’t need bigger. Oh, but I do need more of God showing His power in my life. He tends to do it in very practical ways.
But I’m afraid.
“…Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid…” Joshua 1:9
Well, THAT’S easier said than done!
“’For I know the plans I have for you,’ declares the Lord, ‘plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.’” Jeremiah 29:11
Lord, I really don’t think I know how to do what you are calling me to.
“If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you.” James 1:5
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart, lean not on your own understanding, acknowledge Him in all of your ways, He will make your path straight.” Proverbs 3:5-6
I KNOW these Scriptures and my life has tested and verified the truth of them repeatedly! I’ve lived long enough to have experienced deep pain, heights of joy, and the easy, everyday “comfortable” places. But how does all this fit into my life’s purpose, and the greatest commandment for me as a believer to “love God and love people”? (I wish it included “love dogs”. I’d totally have 2 out of 3 down! Sometimes the “people” part really snags me up.)
But back to the question. Where, and to what am I being called presently? Not yesterday, and not tomorrow. Today. Where is He calling me to the edge of trusting Him AND to allow myself to be comfortable there?
My friend Barb says, “If you’re not living on the edge you’re taking up too much space”.
I believe God is once again calling me to the edge, to a new season, and He is asking me to do exactly what the Bible says; TRUST!
I can picture myself on the edge of a cliff turned backwards; toes right on the edge, arms outstretched, ready to fall into those arms of my loving God and Father who I can hear saying,
“Trust Me. I have you! Don’t be afraid! Go for it!”
…just living the thing!